When I was twelve I was diagnosed with lupus, I was put on a medication called prednisone. It's basically a medication created by the body to help the body, however it makes you eat everything in your house. Very quickly I packed on the weight.
And it didn't take long for people to notice, I was ashamed of myself. I mean kids watch TV and see these slim photoshopped images and it's drilled into their adolescent brains that "fat isn't attractive." I dealt with the mark of 'obesity' growing up in school and it had done terrible things to my self esteem.
Fast forward to this year when I met a friend who helped me accept myself for who I am. Oh man, what a wonderful change that was--It felt like I had turned into a gay sex god, it wasn't hard to find men interested me at all. Which was caused by the fact that I finally loved myself.
So here I am... I still have bad days, but don't we all. I'm here to tell you that you're a BEAUTIFUL FAT HUMAN and I hope with this new blog I can help you see that!
Until next time,